December 2009
Dear 2009,
You were a crazy ass year. This year began as any year usually does, but it’s going to end in a way I never expected it to. I’ve gained and lost, but I never would have guessed what those things would be. I lost the one person I held out for, the one person I had the most strongest of feelings for, and I’ve even lost my best friend. This was a year where I learned all...
When I need you, you’re supposed to be there.
Lately, you’re never there.
What happened to you?
I miss you, I really do.
2009:The Good Times.
Getting closer to mah boys and girls.
Sleepovers at Louie’s.
Sleepovers at Corey’s.
Sleepovers at Vivian’s.
Sleepovers at Kenny’s.
Rooftop Sunrise watching.
February 19, 2009
Finding out I’m ranked 17th in my class.
Finally being done with my DAP credits.
Being accepted to a prestigious university…even though I’m not gonna go there.
I’m...
“So I want to get myself attached to something bolted down, so these winds of...”
– Bright Eyes, Motion Sickness (via thegirloflostthings) (via quote-book)
<333
My Tattoo.
I really want a Conor Oberst quote
or something by Oscar Wilde
on the left side of my rib cage under my boob [haha].
Right now I stand at it saying, “Just Breathe”.
Maybe I can find something better.
I swear, it’s like everyone wanted to take me away from you..
Well they got what they wanted.
It’s just that you took yourself away from me.
my needs.
I need a rebound asap, as bad as it sounds.
I need to get your lip imprint off of my lips.
I’m tired of worrying about you and I’m tired of caring about you and your love life.
I don’t want to care period.
I want to live my life and I’m tired of letting you bring me down.
I have to fight to be strong now.
I wanna be care-free; I don’t want to worry about my...
“Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes… just be an illusion.”
– Javan (via simtan) (via quote-book)
true true.
“Hate the sin, love the sinner.”
– Mahatma Gandhi (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Im being attacked
m-mina:
by fucking gummy bears. THEY ARE EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
vanessa is bombing me with gummybears and i need shelter immediatley. ima bout to go nagasaki with bugles on her gummybear bitch assss
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JAPAN IS A BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
Dumb bitch:D
“Why do I always need to need you when you’re fleeing? Where do you go when...”
– Passion Pit
Have You Ever...
Have you ever felt so unwanted that your loneliness was written all over your face?
Have you ever wished for that one thing you pine for so much it makes you cry?
Have you ever dreamed that one vivid dream that you hoped was really real?
Have you ever needed someone so bad but you couldn’t even pick up your phone?
Have you ever been so low that you wish you were gone?
Have you ever...
And that was, I repeat, was my final attempt.
Right now,I feel as if maybe I should waited for fate to do it’s bidding.
But sometimes, you gotta push it.
I had to push it.
And now, I at least know where I stand.
Goodbye forever.
I never thought I’d say that and mean it.
You remind me exactly of the way things were with Ray.
We had our thing…then after it all ended, all we would do was argue.
Argue seriously, and playfully…every single damn day.
That’s how it is with you, all day—everyday.
Ughhh I hate repetition.
fml.
“Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the...”
– Oscar Wilde (via justbesplendid) (via quote-book)
“The sky is a mountain without any castles. The ground is an ocean without an...”
– Oneida
Christmas Wish List.
1)A Flip Mino HD video Recorder
2)A pink Zune HD
3)”How to be a Genius”
4) The Portrait of Dorian Gray-Oscar Wilde
5)All to be right again with everyone
6)Some Lovely late nites with friends
7)Motivation, Inspiration, and some communication
8)Attain my academic goals
9)A comfy hoodie
10)My biggest dream to come true
“The world is a stage, but the play is badly cast.”
– Oscar Wilde (Submitted by: ShayanneMichelle ) (via quote-book)
He’s amazing as well.
I Still Remember, Grandma.
My grandma was one of the greatest, strongest women I’ve had the privilege of having in my life. She taught me so much and proved to me that I could do anything I wanted. Through her tough exterior, her demeanor was sweet and caring. She held my family together.
You passed away 8years ago today. And even though I was only 10, I still remember that day so vividly. That was a day that did...
“There is no truth; there is only you, and what you make the truth.”
– Conor Oberst (via quote-book)
He’s my favorite
Wherever I go, I secretly hope I run into you and it would be the perfect scenario for the two of us.
A Bitter Farewell.
This band was some of the background music for my high school life.
They’re music was some of the best I’ve heard and their performances were simply flawless and amazing.
I will never forget the madness that they brought onto a crowd of hundreds of fans.
Scary Kids Scaring kids, I love your music and you will never be forgotten.
January 23 at the White Rabbit, I WILL be there.
...
BabyBoomerang.
You do not know what I would give to have you back in my life.
I miss you oh so terribly.
Please bring him back to me.
Dig him up from the obscurity that has stolen him from me.
I need you. I need you. I need you. I love you.
I feel so empty without you.
“Dear Annette, I don’t know what I could possibly say that would rectify...”
– Sebastian, Cruel Intentions
